"Not so sleeping, not so beauty" album lyrics

RIVAL

I was waiting here patiently
You said you'd be here by three
And I'm still waiting for your arrival
Everything is set and clean
All of your favorite things
And maybe now you'll be satisfied

I'm holding on to something
Letting go of nothing

Now I'm waiting here desperately
Coz it's way past three
And there's no sign of you and my rival
Everything was perfectly clean
All of your favorite things
And maybe now you'll be happy

I'm holding on to something
Letting go of nothing


CRINOLINE

I, for one, am not, not of her composure
I do not know why, why you expose her

And I, I am not made of lace
I am not made of lace
Before you go
I want you to know

I, for one, am not ready to adore her
I, for one, will be willing to ignore her

And I, I am not made of lace
I am not made of lace
Before you go
I want you to know

And I'll pray for your life
And I'll pray for my life
To explain, not to lie

Need I say that you, you are not my owner
You do not know me as much as you've known her

And I, I am not made of lace
I am not made of lace
Before you go
I want you to know

SINKING

Thought you were a person with a decent mind
Looking for some good time
Thought you were someone with views in your mind
Adapting to your time

But you're just losing it
You're losing everything you have

And I'm losing my time for you to take
And I'm losing my life for your sake
And I'm losing my time for you to take
And I'm losing my life for your sake

Thought you were someone who could understand
Not afraid to lend a hand
Thought you were a person with hopes in your head
And dreams far ahead

But you're just losing it
You're losing everything you have

And I'm losing my time for you to take
And I'm losing my life for your sake
And I'm losing my time for you to take
And I'm losing my life for your sake

Thought you were but you weren't
Thought you were but you weren't what I figured
Thought you were but you weren't and I'm sorry
Thought you were but you weren't

And I'm losing my time for you to take
And I'm losing my life for your sake
And I'm losing my time for you to take
And I'm losing my life for your sake

MESSAGE

I hadn't gotten you message clear
Now I've got my fingerprints on you dear
Strange how I feel no fear
Seeing the gun beside your ear
How did we get to this ?
Where did I go wrong ?
How did it end up like this ?

And I won't run, I won't hide from this
I'll go within, go between the sheets
And I won't run, I won't hide from this
I'll got within, go between us

I hadn't gotten your message clear
Now I'm taking my fingerprints off you dear
Strange how I feel, shed no tear
Wiping the blood from your ear
How did we get to this ?
Where did I go wrong ?
How did it end up like this ?

And I won't run, I won't hide from this
I'll go within, go between the sheets
And I won't run, I won't hide from this
I'll got within, go between us

I hadn't gotten your message clear
Now I'm laying down beside you dear
Strange how I feel no fear
Holding the gun against my ear

FAMILIAR

Take all you need
I'm not taking it down on my knees
Nothing here but all you see in me
Take me back to the fantasy I want to see

And I'm familiar with your ways now
And I've flown my way
Yes I'm down the road, taking it slow
Yes I'm down the road for a long way down

Took all you could yet nothing was enough
And I trusted you too often to improve
Nothing changed, no, not one move
Nothing here but jealousy and pain
Give me back my liberty in vain
Coz I've got nothing more to gain

And I'm familiar with your ways now
And I've flown my way
Yes I'm down the road, taking it slow
Yes I'm down the road for a long way down

SERPENT'S TOUCH

You take so much and give so little
A serpent's touch that comforts the innocence in me

You're feeding like a victim from your sins
The endless scenes in my head closing in

You are the image of my intoxication
You are the message of my imagination

As for all the words left unsaid
As for all the times you yelled in your sleep for peace
I would deliver you if I could

It could be so easy yet so hard
The clearing of my conscience in the dark

You are the image of my intoxication
You are the message of my imagination

You are the vision between my right and my wrong
You are the communication between my weak and my strong

You are the image of my intoxication
You are the message of my imagination

You take so much

LOSING YOU

I listen to you talk
I know everything about you
I go out for a walk
Wondering what the hell I should do
And since you left me here
I counted myself out
I think everything's quite clear
I guess there's not a doubt

I've been losing you
And I don't know what to do
I've been losing you
And I didn't have a clue

I heard the words you said
They were empty and cruel
They were stuck inside my head
Like an evil rule
You managed to fool me
And play with my heart
Now why didn't you tell me
That we had to part

I've been losing you
And I don't know what to do
I've been losing you
And I didn't have a clue

LET IT FLOW

Close to you in an ambulance today
Holding your hand but it feels cold
Dust fills the sky
Darkness surrounds the town
Lost in this city of mine
Silence as heavy as a frown

Let it flow
We float

Here we are in a hospital room
I hold your hand but it's still cold
From where I stand
From what I'm told
You have no chance

Let it flow
We float

I don't know what's wrong
I don't want to be strong
Please tell me what they've done
Please tell me where we are

Let it flow
We float

ENDLESSLY

Far beyond our understanding
Way beyond my comprehension
I always thought you'd be here standing
By my side with your ambition

And I'll love you endlessly
And I'll need you endlessly
Standing there next to me
And in the end you're all I see

You left behind this world of envy
An unknown path awaits us many
You will not bear this pain I carry
Till the day we meet again
So why the hell did you have to leave ?
Why the hell did you have to leave ?

And I'll love you endlessly
And I'll need you endlessly
Standing there next to me
And in the end you're all I see

DYING

I don't know what it's like to see someone go insane
But I assure you that I'm perfectly sane
And you're telling me lies
And I don't realize the importance it might make in the end
So I thought I might just as well pretend
Just to make to think I'm really insane
But I'm lost and I'm locked inside these walls
With nothing to write my own name
And I'm dying

And I'm dying here you see, you see
That I'm dying here
You see me on the ground

It gets harder and harder everyday of my miserable life
Between these walls as you stare through the peeking hole
And you watch me naked on the floor
Searching for the reason of my being here
And I wanna swallow my tongue coz
The cross I bear won't even leave a scar on your face
And I'm dying

And I'm dying here you see, you see
That I'm dying here
You see me on the ground

And I don't care any longer
Coz the answer I found is not to fall before God
I won't spill my blood for your cause
I'm not gonna let go, I'm not gonna fall
I'm not gonna call your name

And I'm dying here you see, you see
That I'm dying here
You see me on the ground